Tuesday, June 28, 2005

I have a very weak trait. That is I can hate someone for misjudging me and then give in easily. Is that a good or bad trait? Frenz C misjudged me and caused much misery to my JC life (as mentioned in previous post), but she is nice to me now, not exactly nice, but she talked to me like she has never accused me before. I told myself i'll hate her for life. Haha. But I didn't manage to do so. I give in so easily. Sigh. I still smile when she talked to me. Probably, she felt sorry but is too embarassed to say so. Probably, i should put away all the hatred and start to know everyone all over again.

Two more days to end work. My colleague seemed to be quite relax about it.I hope she does remember whatever i have taught her, or rather just recite the work flow to her. I didn't wanna be called back to help them work while having my orientation.

Read Dawn's blog. Yup. If i happened to see my boyfriend acting intimately with other girl, I guessed i will just stone, stand motionless on the spot. Yar. I always stone when shocking stuffs happened to me. I will only cry after a few days when i realise things will never gonna be the same. I may even act as if nothing happen and still stick with that jerk. That's how weak i am infront of the person I love. Sigh.

Going down to citylink mall after work. Have got $15 voucher and i don't wanna waste it. Hope i found stuffs i like.

I am tired. I am mumbling, rantling......... I am bored. I want to go school so badly. I want to sleep longer. I want to wake up late. I want to see my friends. I can't wait to leave this table soon. I can't wait......................................

Working is boring. Hope i learn to treasure school life after ending this SUPER DUPER boring work.

2 more days. Lets count down together.



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