*~NOT BACK YET!!~* It has been 3 days since i lost my voice completely. Seems like there is no improvements..........even when i did consume my medicine religiously. The last time i lost my voice is in April or May 05' ba~ That time, i took 1 month to recover~!!! GOSH!!!! i hope this time it wouldnt as long!! Ahhh~~ I am dreading!! Managed to wake up early for today morning lesson, managed to stay awake for all the lessons! Haha. A miracle to me~!!! Tomorrow will be the cac subcom interview and next week will be cca audition. Nightmares!!!! Losing voice is a nightmares!!!!! How am i going to go for my interview and audition when i have no voice at all? :( Next week gotta present a chinese project too. SIANZ I HATE TO LOSE MY VOICE~!!! I SERIOUSLY HATE IT~!! MY VOICE RANGE ALREADY GETTING MUCH SMALLER DUE TO THE ONE MONTH THROAT INFECTION IN MID APRIL. SHIT!! DAMN IT!!! #)$)#*$#)%*$#)%$%$#%)#$%$)*%$)_#$)_)$_!$#_$_($$)#%)$#%$^*)#%^%_^)%%$#%_#(^%_^_(#$_%_$#_#$=-=23=2=3=24})%)#$%)#$%)#($ This entry will be damn bored. It's just for me to VENT MY FRUSTRATION!! It is irritating me out of my hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, you all may think why am i making a fuss over voice lost. But it has caused me ALOT of inconvenience and i know after this, my voice quality's gonna worsen. Well... i know i do not have very good voice quality in the first place but it matters to me cause i know i am still in EMAGE, i am suppose to take good care of my voice. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh I CANT STOP WHINING!!! And i really wonder how long will i take to recover............................ I took 1 month to get back my voice before.... hence i was scared. No voice for 1 month is LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will go mad if this time it gonna take 1 month again~!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *pull hair* Sobz...............................................................................................................................
i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate this feeling....................
Hope i recover before all the auditions please.........................
at least interview i can write on paper.............................
Zen me ban!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT YOU!!!!!!
SHIT YOU SHIT YOU SHIT YOU SHIT YOU SHIT YOU SHIT YOU SHIT YOU!!!!!!
-go study liaoz-
it rained at 7:47 PM
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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