*~PRESSURISED~* I actually hope my hall friends read this entry... ...
- I hope they understand i feel stressed when yb brought the fan over and gl cooked noodle for me. - I never meant to mislead anyone. - I have been treating everyone the same. I didn't wanna lose my friendship with anyone. - I hope they stop asking me to get any favours from either gl or yb. I mean if i really need help from them, i will sought help as a friend. But i didn't want them to ask me help ask the guy buy supper for them. - I never asked yb for the fan. I never even tell him i need a fan in my room. - I never asked gl to cook noodle for me. My friends said they were hungry. - I admitted gl bought herbal tea for me because he msged if i need anything since he was at JP. I did pay him money for what he has helped to buy. - I never thought he really likes me till wy tells me the truth which she heard from huijun. - I thought i was just another buddy like he and shimin. - I didn't wanna lose any friends cause of all these scandals but i feel stressed to act normally. It is not so easy afterall but i will try to ignore what other people said because i know myself, i know what i was doing. - I hope all these scandals are just for fun. I won't mind if its just for fun. - I hope everyone stops guessing cause i know i havent meet the one. It's too fast to make any conclusion now.
This is not the first time i faced with such problem but this time i was especially stressed... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
-POINTS-
Sigh. Stressed. Wonder what should i join to accumulate points to stay in hall. Stressed. Tml is my first CAC interview. Wonder how it will be like. Hope everything goes well for me!!!! :)
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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