*~ A DREAM ~* I just woke up and what time is it now? It's 3:15pm !!! haha~ Got bitten and irritated by mosquitoes ytd and i toss n turn, toss n turn till 6 plus am~ Qiang bah??
Dunno at what time then can i fall asleep....and enter the dreamland............................................
I dreamt of him...... the one that used to love me, the one whom i used to love. I dreamt that he was single again and he wanted me back to his side. I agree knowing that his love wasnt true anymore....why do i agree? i didnt know....dreams cannot be explained......... I was happily talking to him once again..... i tried to be less nice to him...cause i remembered he used to say he felt stress and guilty when i was too nice to him... so i tried not to show my care and concern so obviously......... I remembered waking up once.....to check my hp i think....then i continued sleeping.... refusing to wake up....... till my mum wake me up at 3pm~ then i drag myself up and realise well...... everything is just a dream....... a stupid dream...... i wonder why do i suddenly dreamt of him...... and seriously..... do i still like him?........ i think i have already totally let go....... but well..... its impossible to find an explanation for my dream.........when i woke up...... i felt lost.......i dont know why.... i look at my hp......trying to find a msg to forward to him.......... But we aint great friends anymore............ i couldnt find a suitable msg..........and i get even lost....... i kept searching kept searching.....and feel down whenever i couldnt send him those friendship msges................. till i find one just to wish that he would be happy always...........
I seriously need to start doing my work.......... but i was quite affected by my dream..... gotta go out later to meet my friends..... sigh.....
My left eye is swollen and painful....... did i cry in my dream?.....i wonder..........
Can you see me cry.......wouldnt you ask yourself why......can you hear me cry.............
it rained at 3:12 PM
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
