*~ Hmm.... ~* haha~ basically this post will be a summary of what i have been doing these few days and some thoughts that came into my mind~
*~ Beisi's B'day ~* Yup~ celebrated my roomie's birthday with the rest of mayfairies and parklane idiots on Monday midnight!! hahaha:P Spend my weekends making card for her but it didnt turn out well~~haha~ i knew i dont have the flair for drawin~ I acted as if i never intend to help her celebrate her b'dae and she actualli "threatened" me too if not she wont celebrate mine too! haha~ how evil:P But heh~ just at this moment~ Ls came knocked on the door and show her the surprise we had for her~ It was a fun and tiring celebration. It all started with Ben crushin a kiwi fruit on Beisi's head and then the war started with kiwis and cake as our weapons~ I was wearing a white shirt and i didnt wanna dirty it so i was frantically running about with wanying and ls to avoid the violent lots:P haha~
*~ Study? ~* Nah~ i said i wanna study study but so far not any constructive things has been done. All is do is to re copy my hmwk n notes in pt form~ but i never got them into my mind~ was tired~ But at least i gotta finish reading two novels~ Thou the one by zhang ailing was really TOUGH to read~~~ I never really understand the story fully................ Sigh..............
*~ Billybombers ~* Gu Mu pai went swimming on tuesday morning but i didnt join them because i was too tired to move. slept at about 6am on monday. Haha. ask me y? I don't know too........... haha. Just couldnt get to sleep.
Anyway, met them for billybombers in the late afternoon, but when i reach, beisi was gone. haha. Anyway~ i have got $10 billybombers voucher!! Thanks to beisi leaving~muahahhaha... But unfortunately it was discovered beisi and ya~~~ i tink i beta return since afterall the lunch was taken durin her b'day!!!~~ `thou i really craving for my expensive milkshake~~~ :( hee~ never mind~~ i shall save this month so that i can enjoy more nxt month! Actually i t hink $300 a month is sufficient for me just that i visit doctors for TOO many times this month. This unlucky month. I spend more money on doctors than food~hahahaha`~ which is of cause rare for me~~ arghhhh... y cant i sing yet.........
*~ WSC ~*
The children there are Damn notorious except for a few~~ Really A FEW!! hahahahha.. There are really hard to handle especially the boys....... Hais. I am so fortunate that mine aint a boy but well it aint really fortunate also to have an arrogant and proud student~~
*~ Love ~*
Have been hearing some of the stories in uni~Seems liek love is taken lightly and can be developed in such short times~~~ Sigh~ Is this how love should be~ I think they have never really learn how to lvoe~ not that i know but somehow it saddened and angered me whenever i heard such stories~
How could somehow just broke 1 month ago and like have a new target then~ How could girl be so loose about their actions~ How could 4 people share a room~ How could people bear to leave their love ones in misery by being with another person~ I heard people in army crying, sighing over love... Suddenly i think girls can be as cruel as guys too....
Gary asked me about the relationships i had~ do i ever have one? i don't know~ Because it aint true love~ Because i knew he aint committed but i said nothing about it~ I knew i gonna get hurt but i never try escaping from it~ There are many queries and doubts~ but i never voice it~ Is that considered a relationship? I don't think so because i aint sure if i am really ahppy and if i realli been loved sincerely~
Talked to gary about it online~ And i started crying in my place though beisi never see it. I didnt want her to as well~ Cause if anybody asked me why do i cry~ i really have no answers~ I don't have any one in mind right now~ probably just crying over the pains i have got the previous time~ the past few years~ It aint realli painful..... well.... i am trying to find an explanation for it now....but i cant........
Anyway, unhappy things aside~~ i gonna meet up Meting and Dawn this Sunday and Pugi clique this Saturday~!! So much stories to share and discuss~ hahahah~~ Yeah!
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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