I am worrying for many things. And i wonder why do i kept lettin cca points affect my work. Y cant i just do things purely out of my own interest...my own happiness... but no.... i wanna stay....as long as gu mu pai stays...No one is allowed to leave gu mu pai~~ haha~~ insist insist~~
I am so touched!!!!! really!!! by my roomie!!!!! Actually i always thought she was more insensitive than others cause whenever i was sad and in my room....she never really notice.....bt just now she can sensed my fear and sadness~~ She told me she will pull me to be her roomie again!!! Ahhh~~~ SO touched! and she kept assuring me everything will b okie~!!! Ahhh~~ i am not an expressive person~dunno how to express my gratitude to her! Gonna make a big and hopefull nice card for her~haha
My voice is not back yet and i know although i should lower my confidence and expectation so that i wouldnt be sad when i got rejected by geyao....bt still..i really really hope to get in............. i tink i will cry or be really quiet when the cold and harsh truth hit on me~~~~~~~~~~
Sigh.....................
My roomie got approached by senior to be so many posts......... i feel myself useless sometimes.... or i should say i felt so weiqu... am i really that bad..... i never wanna let my confidence crashed...but somehow it crashed easily recently~~~~~~~
Off to do my translation project. I never put in utmost effort and pride in it.................. Sigh......... i am just affected by too many stuffs..... I gotta work hard !!!
it rained at 1:30 AM
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
