*~SMOOTH?~* Well........ i think that my uni life is still quite smooth. However, i think there are prices to pay for some of the "privileges" i got.....
Anyway, good news! i got into cultural club subcom~ Jianming informed me today at 515am!! And i mistook it as alarm clock. so i woke up at 515am!!! -_-"" But well, i think i should really feel fortunate to be able to get into my first choice. Just had our meeting today and quite proud of myself since i helped to come up with a few ideas:P and all agreed with moi~hee. I think i am always full of ideas but asking me to carry out is another thing:P hur hur hur. But of cause i will try~haha....i am actualli quite a lazy person who talks alot:P but i will try try try... My idea about the translation project got accepted by my grp members too! I gave them the ideas but actually am quite unsure of how to go about finding all those infos. ahhhh........ stress actually..... idea given by me but i have no idea how to carry out actualli.........stress.......all the deadlines in sept~~ scary........
Tml is Pin Guan's concert already!!! honestly, i aint confident that i can deal with the huge crowd............................. but i think i gotta b confident! i gotta....... Though i have organise stuffs b4....bt the ppl attending are mostly people i know....... so dealing with them wont be of much probs.......but tml will be dealing with the public.......though my role is small........ but still.....to me its something to look forward to and yet worry abt..................... Hope tml concert will be a HUGE success........... thou well.....i gotta miss superstar because of it.............. oh well.............. haha
Mo gu was quite sad that she din manage to get into social.....i understands how she feels because when i know i couldnt get into dance....i was abit dejected actually...........................sigh.........guess they think i dance horribly! omg..... haha...... Glad that mo gu has xiang kai...... and i also xiang kai when i knew i couldnt join dance... i am actually qiote serious about it cause i dun have much confidence that my voice will b back to original...... so guess dance is the best alternative that i will want.......... Well.... MO Gu if u are reading this...i tink u are sensitive to others feelings and caring when necessary~ u will be a great ogl! but i wonder if ogls got pts......... i tot haf? hope so bah.... i tink u can do it lo~ seriously.....ASP like me cant! hahaha~~
*~OFFENDED. Smooth? Not really~* I was pretty offended and taken aback today by a senior's comment.
Was going to canteen 2 with catface and another senior from FA. I do not know the senior at all. Anyway, saw Qy on our way back and i was quite happy cause i feel weird with 2 person i not really v shu with. At least, i find qy more friendly. So i was hopping to qy and asked her: u know why i was called big head? because u occupied the space in my head~! Haha. It was fun seeing her dramatic reaction:P Since i lost my voice i sounded realy soft. and i think i should share my very lame jokes with catface n the unknown senior as well. Anw, the senior is a female. After i told her.......guess what was her reply? she said: You dont need to suck up to me lo.... i dont have any advantages for you~ She looked at melvin when she was ending her sentence..... melvin said "eh u v mean leh".... but well.......she still gave that cynical look and continued saying how herjunior has sucked up to the main com members and treated her differently.......
Honestly i was VERY offended. I couldnt help but think that she said this because she knew yb brought the fan to my room. And i think everyone thinks i asked yb for the fan~~~ ONCE AGAIN! i wanna say i didnt!!!! I merely complained that i feels very humid at ben's room and i didnt know yb likes me and i didnt know ben would tell him i needed a fan!!!! Before i knew it....he had already brought the fan to my room and the news was spread far and wide........ I HATE the tone she talks to me. Probably i was over sensitive but i think i was quite sure the seniors who dont know me must have all misunderstood me as a freshie going around tryin to get advantages from other people. What shit! And she said suck up??!!! Why would i suck up to seniors? I think they are all nice people....i merely treat them as friends~ good neighbours...... Suck up to them i might as well suck up to teachers.......come on........She is more cynical than me! But the diff is i think i am much more logical and reasonable!:) LALA......
I guess i cant help it......... Things seems to go smooth for me...... cause i think my relationships with all my neighbours and seniors aint that bad.............. but actually...... sometimes when 1 gets too much attention....... others tend to make non fundamental judgements and comments....... I heard many heard about my scandals..... and i know many like that seniors will get OVER cynical, OVER senstive and put me in bad lights........WATEVER..........................
Anyway, read a love story recently............... 爱情能使人忘记时间， 时间能使人忘记爱情。。。。。 How true!!!!! and it is always the same quality that attracts the guy that made the guy wanna break up in the end as well................ Love is complicated! but still i suddenly felt quite deprived of it......................... living in hall n i am deprived of family love as well............ Where is the love??
Think i wanna go and continue reading my story...hehe.........
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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