Friday, October 28, 2005

*~ SAD ~*

Sigh.....................

I cant stop sighing........ ireall have no idea how to study.............. first time so lost abt exam n it is chinese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel damn lost............. i nvr tot chinese would be so hard........so taxing....i thought i am up to it....i thought it is something i can definitely do well so i choose it................ I always have confidence in it............................ but everything..........crashed my confidence.......

I left a huge chunk to finish just reading through!!! onlly read!!!! not to mention prepare.....study....revise....... i am far from the stage.............. did i really play too much..... i cant seems to concentrate.......i dunno y....................................

Wy suddenly cried......... n i am damn shocked...... i heard bs tellin ls abt the video..... n i written the card long time ago... i tot it was ok to say............... sigh........ i am so sorry...... both me n bs realli didnt do it on purpose............really hope u r beta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

SIgh..............................................................................it has been hrs!!! but i haven even go thru one note!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jus one set of note!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

GIve me some guidance please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel very tight up................

no mood to do anything................

no mood at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM ANGRY I AM ANGRY!!!!!!! I AM ANGRYU WITH MYSELF.......................................SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like squeezin lots of lots of balloons...till it burst.......... violent me...............................hohoho....its not funny~~

beta be back to raeding...n understanding..................


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