*~ Bad Weekends ~* Full of frustration. Broadband line got cut off. Printer got no inks....all this just spoilt my weekends................... suddenly feel so free and it is irritating outta me........ so on sunday...i decided to go to my bro's new house to use his computer......
*~ A visit to my bro's house! ~* It's nice !! Really!!! THe living is damn nice la~~ with he plasma tv on the wall... and the computer is connected to the plasma tv too!!! So zai~ haha~~ must admit that the living room is really v nicely designed~~ Envy!!!!!! Hee~~ Cant imagine my bro is getting married soon!!! hee~~ I am happy for him.... but i feel so paiseh to congrats him or even call my dasao ''dasao'~haha~ But the wedding dinner is on my b'dae!! :( And my b'dae is during examination. WHAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am in deep shit.............. sai la....... how............... BIG SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like a must for me to be present.... n i wanted too.......... but....... i am like really seriously RUNNING OUTTA TIME!!! no time to study....LOTS n LOTS of hall stuffs to do........ Suddenly miss going home........... its like SO relaxed at home la......... lots of time for me to have naps here n dere n study efficiently..................... if not 4 gu mu pai....i itnk i may just move back home to stay................................ but well...........tink i still nid to learn how to study well in hall ba............ really need to learn to adapt.........
i feel tired............wear out easily....... i dunno what is going on in my mind....i wanted to go home....wanted to stop doin all the hall stuffs........ i wanted to rest..... i wanted to do things as i like.......... i noe those r my responsibilty.........but its a burden when i gotta do things.....when i alr planned to do my own stuffs...... i hate tt kinda feeling.......... sigh............. i feel empty........ both up in my mind....n in my heart..... i really need some Very happy stuffs to cheer me up..........or just give me a few peaceful days to live my own way....i will be satisfied enough.........:) Tml is senses......but i m not looking forward to it.... nidda help out at 6pm...till it ends....den gotta help out on Wed again...but i dunno how to do my asssignment! gotta hand up on Thurs...... n i dun think anione will b kind enuf to tell me the ans........n teach me...... its like so DIFF in secondary when we copied each other homeworks n help each other b4 exams..... its so diff............................ I wish i could go back to 16.................... that eventful year..........................:(
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
