She was angry yesterday....and to think i didnt realise it:P Ooopss......
Wonder why is she angry............ hmmmmmmmmmmm............
but she wont tell me...i know and i am not gonna ask her further about it..... just hope she is okie.....:) Cause i know its realli hard to stydu when u are angry with someone.....
Just like i find it hard to study last week~haha~
I was quite curious to find it out ytd....cause she looks realli angry! but i guess not everyone say their problems out like me! i dont wanna hide those problems within me..................i think its tiring.......but sometimes i am forced to do so..... when i find no one i can confide in.....hahah.......or the one i can confide in is the root of the prob......
But.... i have come with a conclusion....not really a conclusion....but i jus think there is still lack of trust n understanding btw me n my roomie......but we only noe each other for barely a year..... so hopefully still rooms for improvement.... but i am a fair n square person..... i treat ppl how ppl treat me.....or rather i am a passive person........ya.....so probably it will be hard....... but she promise or rather just agree that we should be more transparent with each other.....of cause transparent doesnt means telling me all her probs n me tellin her all my probs... but i just think the bond aint strong yet............. i really envy those who have very very strong bonds with their roomie.......
So i started to miss dawn n meiting ytd.....Dawn!!!! if u r reading this....i noe u r~~~ i miss ya!!! really....... because i think u r one i can really confide too.....and u always trust me to share some of ur probs........... actually i started to miss alot of people yesterday........ i dont know why....maybe its the rain...........................that makes me think alot....................haha..am i thinkin alot???
*~ SANDWICHES MAKING COMPETITION!! ~*
I thought it will be a boring one.........dragged myself there....and TADA!!! i do enjoy it... not that i am racist but i finds it hard to build rapport with my child......she is a malay......so she tends to speak malay during lessons with her friends....and i cant understand at all..... and....hee....embarassing to say....i was speaking mandarin to other tutors too:P ya......... but yesterday the kids i took care of are mostly chinese......hee...actually just 3 chinese and 1 malay....but what makes me happy is i feel i can really talk to them....hee....so fun.... Even the well known notorious boy chat quite well with me........hahahha....probably because he only met me for the first time n will turn to become a devil in no time!!! but still.i am glad la...... n its fun to make the sandwiches too.....hahahha... since we were only given spoon...i use spoon to cut the ham into small little hearts to decorate my sandwiches....n everyone came to see and praise me!!! hahahah...okok.....i know i sound like a little child here....but sometimes its realli nice to do some childhood stuffs and doing it with all the innocent kids....hahaa....did i use the word innocent?? hmm......... anyway.... yesterday was really the only day i truely enjoy my volunteering work at wsc....... but i am realy glad enough............. After which i intended to go Giant to buy hersheys for my mayfairies!!!! but............ by the time i finished buying wy's mee goreng......giant was closed:( so i went 7 elevens to buy toblerone for them........to be truthful.its because i suddenly feel like eating toblerone too:P haha. Well.......... so using the postkid i got from wsc....a REalli nice 1 i think....i wrote msg for gu mu pai as well as cindy hanyan shimin n xinzhan~~ bs was happy to receive the chocolate and its better to see her this way than what she seemed in the afternoon~ wy grumbled about the mee goreng i bought:( n to tink i waited so long......... issit realli so awful....k....shall condemn that stall......... hanyan was glad to receive the choclate...its nice to see everyone happy n all..... As i was writing my msg to xinzhan....he was standing behind me all the while n i thought its wy...waiting to scare me or smth...... n suddenly there is this low n deep voice behind me"u really nvr see me or wat??" I really got a shock and there it was xinzhan standing behind me! haha. So he was standing behind me reading the msg i wrote...-_-""" haha. n he brought me laptop back!!!!!!!!!!!!! so here i am blogging again!! guess the wsc event reallly lightened my mood....am in a much chirpy mood yesterday night:)
*~ K session? ~*
Gu mu pai n seniorrs are going k session tml......11pm to 3am! but i am not going....... i know what they gonna say.... ya.... i am off........ i wanted to do my work....if there is extra time....i wanna rest... i know they wont blame me...definitely~ i know.... but i do feel bad.........but...... i dont wanna spoil my plan.... n i dun wanna wait till my mum asked me to leave hall den i regretted...... u know....it SUX to feel regretful...... n i alr feel regretful for skipping some the lessons n going out on my weekends or slpin like a log at home....... now when i really cant understand my notes...i blame myself for all the things i shouldnt do...haha~ so ya.... i am quite a boring person i noe....i like to draw out plan n den just stick to it.........
i am a boring person....
Do Your Best And Live With No Regrets!!!
thats my aim.............. and ya..........to live HAPPILY too!! i really shouldnt think too hard...or too much sometimes..............
it hurts.
it rained at 2:51 PM
Me*____
ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
