*~ Reflection ~* I's always in the night when i am up alone infront of my table....will i do some self reflection....and ponder about some questions..................
So whats some ... hee...ya...only some of my conclusion......
* Maybe the doubtful relationship is just a cynical thought of mine. I am just not in a exactly good mood when i am lagging behind in revision.
* I really should say sorry to my roomie. well i already did. cause i know i am being quite a weirdo recently~ as in i just kept staring aimlessly at my notes...or i went off to slp.... i never really tok to her too..... i really need to do this to keep myself concentrated.. i like to live life of solitary when i am tryin hard to concentrate....... my concentration power aint Very qiang when it comes to studying......thats y i can spend moer time than people on just a stack of notes.... n i always make sure things REALLy go in before i proceed.......so ya.....
* Maybe i should be going faster.... if not there wont be enough time for revision
* i missed my secondary frenz........ maybe... nah... i should send them a msg or 2 soon
* I should study harder...... so that i wont be panickin and regretting after exam....i wanted to PLAY HARD!
* Guess i shouldnt celebrate my b'dae on that day.. because i need to attend my bro's wedding and i need to study for 21st paper. I am not saying people will celebrate for me on that day~ just hoping they will actually use this day to study for their papers too! there are still many years of b'dae ahead! but...haha...all at this crucial time...anw b'dae aint so exciting as last time le....cuz i gonna pass the 18 age! haha......ya..... :( I wonder if all my sec sch kakis rmb... i wonder if B rmb....and if AB rmb... i just wanna b rmb...nothin else:)
* i guess i should really ask myself to try think in a positive way. but it is only in the night...when i am alone...will i calm down ...relax and ponder.............. sigh............ sometimes i feel i am too complicated in my thoughts le..... i really wish to be simple...and not so easily irritated..........
* lastly.......... i wish i could at least try my best from now onwards and try my best for exams... "EXAM JIA DE AR?" hahaha... pugi mate always said this! yuppy. back to study!!:)
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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