*~Today...the rain stopped~* Was feelin quite sad the last few days...think the last post show it all..... i had a long long slp tt day...15 hrs!!!hahahha....i went home, n slept from 7pm till sunday noon.i felt fresh when i woke up, looking out of the window....the weather is nice! n i watched a nice show when i woke up too~i smiled:) i really felt so much better. But i wont sleep sooo soundly if not for wy's msg. Thanks! i hope it aint tooo ridiculous for me to cry n feel upset. I really aint feeling good that day. Thanks for ur msg:) n of cuz~i will forgive u!!my anger dun last long....esp towards gd frenz!!:)
Am really really glad that sooyun was there to hear me "complain" tt day. Thanks sooyun for being such a good listener~!Am really surprised that moy read my blog....n she tagged to encourage me~thanks lot!!:)
Guess i am still fortunate. I know i am....but sometimes i felt sooo lost that i forgot there are frenz arnd me.... frenz that will lend me their ears....n gif me hugs if i demand.....
*~DISAPPOINTMENT~*
have a talk with wy just now. I really SUX at cheerleading. Always got the wrong tming, cldnt balance my body becuz my butt was too heavy tt i kept sitting back.......... n thanks wy for ur enlightenment~! i realised i really shldnt kept saying sorry..........she said i said tooooo many times alr n this will hurt the guys' ego...as in an indication that i think they cant do it?? Is this true guys???But i have been saying sorry for umpteen times when i joined lion dance last time. Anyway, i guessed i really shld cut down on tt..........i shld gif them n myself more encouragement!!!!!! guess sorry wont help for them as well as me!!!!!! yea yea~~ Ajar Ajar Fighting!!!
I realli really pity for the guys~!! Not that i pity them like they are some weaklings...but i think their jobs are REALLY DAMN TOUGH!!! n stoopid me will always add troubles to them............i dun wish n dun expect them to read my blog.......but REALLY WANNA THANK THEM!!!!(thou i know they cant read) in my heart, i kept saying thank you...xin ku le...besides my usual sorry... think they really XIN KU LE!!! they deserve some treats i think~ Thanks all cheerleading guys!! n ermmm................sorry......................... sigh.....its my lao mao bing...... i really felt damn guilty everytime after the cheerleading trainings.............
*~Running??~*
Hmm......me n amanda talked about running tgt again! hahahha....we said this at the first training i guessed n it never materialised...:( hahahhaha....becuz both of us....or maybe just me simply......have no drive to start our engine!!!! But we promised ourseleves we must. Hopefully n i am sure this will lighten the loads of the guys!!!!!
Hope it can materialised!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Friday will be hafing badminton!!!!!!!!!!!!Saturday will be having kbox session.......realli realli realli hope many will turn up...esp... :) hahhaha....actualli am just sai go-ing myself la......not tt i really like him...really.... dun think i will like anyone so easily.....yeap...that explains y i am still single...besides the pt tt i am nt gd enuf to attract the gd ones.
Anw, qiuru tld me a guy from hall6 asked for my contact no. Was quite surprised actualli. Wy tld me she felt the guy was interested in me b4...but i dun feel it...when qiuru tld me the news...i am like..wha...wy's instinct really quite accurate~~ now...the next qtn u all will asked is....issit another creepy fat guy??some smoker??Some act seh guy??
i am glad....nonono....but is he my type?? .......................................................................................
the answer is no. I just think he is a V nice guy that helped my hall in cheerleading practise.....lent us his legs to practise all kinds of stunts....n we gave him the nick "stable like table". but....no feelings...no chemistry....just not my type............
but can u believe it?? i am actually abit glad to hear the news. Cuz finally the fat n creepy kinds are gone!!!! it is getting nearer to my type....as least not soooooooooooo far like last time... n i consoled myself..heh~~ u dun only attract creeps. My type is sooo simple...yet sooo hard to find..... n i shall wait patiently~no hurry. Think the fact tt my bro is married...n my sis is getting married soon i am sure...made me feel kind of out n lonely....thus all this saddening thoughts abt y m i still.....alone???without the special someone by my side...everytime my bro brought his wife n my sis brought her bf home for dinner....i really feel v out...n akward............ sigh.................... patient girl........ I rather wait den to meet some jerks:) Never wanna be hurt again....the nxt one will b 100% true luv:)
But at the same time, i am afraid i put too much hope n expectation tt everything may just disappoint me in the end..............sigh............
*~ hmm.... ~* Roomie seemed sad tt I went to chat with wy....n left her in the room....but she did tt to me quite a few times b4..... n thus....i do understand how she felt........sorry girl...................... but she really seemed busy on msn that she didnt really concentrate in hearing me out...................... her nick was "i will be ur guardian angel"....i wonder who guardian angel does she wanna be........watever it is.....i hope is some decent good guy.....know she will never tell unless things are confirmedl....sigh...... but if its some guy from taipan(a hall wing's name), it might not be some nice guy....cuz almost all Taipan guys smoked....n well.........say i am childish or wat haf u....but i just dont have good impression of smokers....thou i do have frenz who smoked...but a bf who smoked....guess i will NEVER EVER accept that..... so hope one day i wont see a guy smokin in my room with my roomie beside....hope she found a good guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n by wishing others.....i believe its sorta good deeds..so hope i will find a real nice 1 too:)
*~ YUMMY DINNER ~* Have a really yummy dinner just now~! Curry fried fish with my fav ladyfinger, fried fish cakes,corn soup, vege with mushrooms n prawns......
I am too greedy and took alot of fish that i couldnt quite finished it....but forced myself to.... still it has been just a long time that i ate sooo much~! Actually, i always ate aLOT when i went home.... the food my mum cooked is realli SOOO much better....too bad i never drink the soup...becuz i was toooo full by the time i forced myself to finish all the fish tt i took.... Thumbs up for the fish! Saw my bro!!! yeah!!!! chatted with him abt lots of stuffs as usual...chatted with my dasao too....while my sis n her bf went out strolling after the dinner.... i dont quite like my sis's bf sometimes...as in he always sticked to my sis like some superglue....and dont bother about ppl arnd.... he rarely talked to me....he always sticked very closely to my sis.....which i find it quite akward sometimes...when i am left alone with them.....not like my dasao who will take into account my existence....
Watever it is.........the dinner was really yummilicious....but well.........there goes my slimming plan. haha. Dont think the tea helped much when i ate soooo much fried curry fish........
SINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*~ WHO READ UR BLOG? ~* have you ever wonder does anyone u knew read ur blog w/o u knowing it??? i always wonder.....did anyone i complained about actually read my blog.....will the creeps that i mentioned ever read my blog?? hahaha.... n i was realli shocked to know moy read my blog..........i wonder who else did which i didnt know they will.....
*~ Sleepless night ~* Cldnt sleep now. I guessed it is due to the 15 hrs of slp i have earlier.......
sigh...............................
think it gonna rain!! sigh.............................................................
hope the sun shines brightly tml~~:)
tml...hmm...shall be strolling n readin day.....!!:)
it rained at 4:19 AM
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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