*~ Seriously doomed ~* I am seriously doomed. Just checked my yahoo mailbox becuz the last few days is just using my com to watch full house. All along i thought the 10 mins segment that my emage class wanted me to do is just to help come up with ideas that can last for 10 mins. Only till just now did i realise i gotta perform a 10 mins segment ALONE.....TML~!!!!!! Sigh........................................... how????? i am dead la................think i will just say a joke..........n den for the remainin mins what can i do??????? arghhhhh............................................................................ *dead* And they jus moved to a new venue.......and i haven been there b4...........:( AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~ i feel so sick now:(
*~ No drive....no life.....~* Sigh.............. i dunno what happens but i have no drive to do anithing after exams................... i am suppose to buy materials...and try to do some stuffs for x'mas.......thought i wanted to try doin the door identity myself n show my marketing head? sigh...............
Finished watching Full House yesterday and i actually cried for almost every disc that i watched.......hahaha..........weird ya? But i dunno y........somehow i can realli feel the pain of the character.....not that i am lucky to experience real love b4....to undersatnd how they felt.......but....somehow.......i am quite emotional recently...... It is really a NICE SHOW!! though some parts are really draggy too..... The actors are good~the dialogue too!! I guess i never cried while watching our local products b4.... hmm....maybe for NKF charity show...haha.... Jap n Korean show are realli SO MUCH NICER!!! I liek their script.... and the actors are not only good looking but aso excellent acting skills.................... Overall, i really enjoy the show but it had made me cry alot too........ my eyes are dry and swollen after watching.....my right eye got double eyelids too....after all the crying... but my left eye is still single eyelid....now my eyes look really weird....................
*~ PAY! ~* hohoh....forgot that i have "helped" out in one of the jteam show................... getting my pay on monday!!! not alot la...jus $60........but beta den nth!! However, i have to go to the place myself to collect the money.......sigh.......... gotta look up street directory again den............
Still, am happy.
Sigh....wanying said she wanted to forgo the standard chartered pay....but i did 2 days for the packing!!! $60!!!! but sigh.... i am sooo unwilling to go today.....so i couldnt get my pay..........sigh............i hope they will still call me up and give me my miserable $60........ was really shocked to see the amount of money i had in my personal account.............:( And my sis haven gave me my monthly allowance too!!! Wonder if she will....since now is already holiday.......wanted to work.......looked up the job websites....but in vain:(
*~ Attention seeker ~* hmm........ should sae i am an insecure person rather den an attention seeker bah.......haiz....felt weird these few days that i get upset easily when i felt i am being left out my frenz.....or wateva sai......... i am not being petty........ i am just feeling insecure....though i know my thoughts are really silly sometimes............... but after the rain........after all the crying.....after my sleep....i woke up with much much much better mood:) i am even happy when my roomie asked if i wanna eat lunch tgt..... i am even happy when wy get me to help carry some shirts for the standard chartered marathon........ haha.....weird ya?? but seriously.....i really feel happy with my frenz asked me for help....or just need my company.....becuz it makes me feel that my existence is being realised and knowing that my existence is helpful to other people....it makes me feel secure and happy...... haha......sounds silly ya?? but i am really feelin very insecure these few days....but well well...the feeling are a little bit gone!!!! though....am still...having doubts....and still a little disappointed over little stuffs.................but overall....am not much affected and upset already:)
*~ DOOMED DOOMED DOOMED ~* I Am still thinking of tml 10mins segment..........even if i wanna sing a song......it is 1 plus am now.....think my neighbours will complain bah.....whatsmore my singing aint really good........but i am afraid my jokes aint funny....dunno if i can crap for 10 mins.....dun even know if i can wake up early to look for the place........the worst thing is i cant slp now.....yet i really give up on thinkin wat to do tml.................arghh..........be prepared to get scolded and get embarassed on stage........n i know no one in that group.......have been separated from ningjia.....so now i am all alone.........argghhh.........quite sick.......what to do tml........................................................
I AM DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
