*~ TK GIRLS' OUTING!!!! ~* Woohoo!! Friday was tkss girls' outing and i think it was a successful one! Many turned up...except for the busy working sooyun~ Even Wanting was present! And am glad she never change a bit. Still the old Wanting who is able to bring us lots of fun and laughters:) Thanks for ur presence! It REALLI livens up the atmosphere! It has been such a LONG time i see Dawn and Wanting bickering. How memorable! haha. It is always fun seeing them bickering with each other. They really helps in making the outing a joyful 1. Suddenly lots of tkss memories come to my mind, and i guess other minds too. We started to talk like some oldies....reminiscing the old school days. The whole outing was quite a short one....but well...i really enjoyed myself pals! Lots of pics were taken. Its like we are back to the old tkss days. We had dinner at Just Noodle(this shop near fountian of wealth). The quantity aint alot. but i guess the food doesnt matters anymore...Whatsmore impt is the company:)
I missed my sec sch life ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.................... There is no words to describe EXACTLY how much i wish to go back to my sec sch life...........................its like...infinity?
*~ LIZARD?!!!!!!!!! ~* Had a BAD experience with lizard on Friday nite. Opened the drawer to get a new toothrush when i felt something rubbery on my foot. AWWWWWWwwwwww!!! When i saw it was a lizard, i couldnt help but let out a scream. kick my foot around vigourously to get rid of that disgusting rubbery creature on my foot. ARgghhh..... i finally got rid of it...but my heart still shudder with shock.... It is a damn disgusting feel. I started shaking my whole body....as if there were lizards on other parts........ I guessed i looked realli hilarious that night. Arghhh.......... Hate lizards!!!
*~ CAC OUTING ~*
Well.....quite disappointed to say...only Paishen, apple, christina and Shurui turned up. But lookin on the bright sides...5 of us do mingle well! And am surprised to know that Shurui's brother is from hall 3 too! his name is Zhiguang, and he is a hockey coach of the other members of gumupai. Small world! But i do find Christina a boring freak.............:P Dont really have good impression of her yet. Apple and I were singing for a few songs continuously becuz the keys suit us just nice. I mean the songs are chose randomly....so sometimes this person sings continuosly...sometimes the other person will sing for a few songs continuously too. But she seemed unhappy about it. When her cantonese song started, i passed her the mike. I said i dunno any canto too...and i think it is her song...of cuz it should be her turn. But she said softly"luckily u dunno canto". I acted blur and asked her to speak louder. She said it was nothing actually thinking i never catch what she said. Well. So she left me quite a lousy impression plus she was REALLI a bore. Apple on the other hand was a good audience, good senior, good companianship. Whatsmore, i just discovered today she was on the dean's list. That really gained my respect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh. Paishen sang well!! and apple too. Quite disappointed that cheeyong n marcus didnt turn up cuz i felt i can communicate quite well with them.
Marcus just msged me just now to ask about the gathering. Was happy about it. But he only msged to know about the gathering. As in after i tell him how many ppl turn up...he never reply anymore. sigh. But heard some bad points about him from apple. So....impression level kindda dropped.............................. sigh.
*~ PUGI GATHERING! ~*
Went to mean the pugi girls n guys at PS ajisen after my kbox session with the cac-ians. Wasnt hungry at all.....but they kept askin me to eat..............so i actually ate fried tofu, dumplings, ice cream... Thats alot lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARgghhh......... Sinful!
Am happy that i went for it. Meihui was happy seeing me....telling me she finally got to see me. Haha. felt happy about it. Talked to Benwei alot too. And he kept telling me how suave Bakar looked on that POP day. Arghh... wonder is it a good thing that i didnt go for it cause i wonder will i feel bad seeing him and his gf together though there aint any feeling alr. But i guess something will still b tuggin me if i see them lovely dovey to each other with my own eyes........ Some sour feelin does stir within me.... i shall not reminisce much about it. Though, i already asked Benwei for Bakar's POP fotos. He told me Bakar is the parade commander that day and he was the most outstanding cadet in some unit. I am sooo proud and happy for him!! I know how much he wanted to be a commando but too bad he is a muslim so that wish didnt materialised for him. He must be very disappointed over it. But he made a mark in army. I am really glad for him!! I feel sooooo happy when Benwei told me the news. Though he might me playin with my feelings durin the immature sec sch days....but he is still a special and important person that left a deep prints in my memories..I wish the best for him. :)
The pugi-ans were discussin about xmas eve 'party' at sooyun's hse during dinner at Ajisen. I really wanted to have this party with my Gumupai members. But something that Meihui said really made me guilty. She asked if i can put them as priority instead of Gumupai for hall activities. She said she really hope this time round, i could be with them. When they saw me as i stepped in Ajisen, they kept saying how long it has been since they last saw me, and asked me why am i MIA for such a long time. I am so sorry my pugi-ans that i have neglected you guys, because i relly need time for my beloved family, and other commitments outside.... What Meihui said made me realised i have really neglected the Pugi-ans and since it has always been a practise that we all count down for xmas tgt every yr, i shadnt give this yr a miss.
Bop said something that really make me feel comforted. ok. I shall reveal that the Bop that i have been yada yada about in some of the old posts actually referred to tp. haha. Guess it was already quite obvious though. But whatever it is, ya.. i was glad when he asked me if i am going to count down tgt for xmas eve so that he can passed me my bdae prezzie.
Remember how disappointed i was when he never msged me on my bdae?? Not that i still hold a torch for him...but...he is considered a impt person to me too!! Someone that left good memories for me. SOmeone who has lent me ALOT of helps. I was really disappointed on my bdae because he never msged.. And it really comforted me to know that he actually does rmb, he actually bought a gift. Whether he buys anithing doesnt matter really, as long as he rmb my existence. That is what i ask from him.....and all my other frenz too- to treasure and realise my existence.
When its time for us to set off back home.... i was left to take the same train as Jonathon and his gf. I felt REALLY REALLY akward. Sigh. Y am i left alone with a pair of couple!!!!!! Sai. Didnt know what to talk to them, until Jonathon asked some qtns like am i living in hall n all..sigh....feel sooooooooooooooooooo glad when the train stopped at kallang. ALight with a lightened mood. haha. is that such a phrase. I felt so much lighter. I realised i feel empty when couples are all around me. Arghh.. I sounds like a grumpy old spinister. but i really feel very akward just now. Plus i wasnt really shou with jonathon n his gf.
*~ Timetable ~* I only know from my senior that i should prepare my timetable b4 the registration date. Called Bs to tell her i wish to discuss with her abt it tml so that we can b int he same tutorial class, taking the same time slots. But she said its ok, she is looking tryin to figure and plan alr. But the point is, i asked to be the same class for some of the lessons. Am quite disappointed tt she doesnt sounds like she really want to be in the same class as me. Well. this is not being dependent. I have been alone in class when i transferred from sc stream to arts stream b4. totally meeting strangers whom alr have cliques within them. But u know...its just....wantin to be with ur fren whom u regard as close. But i guess she aint that kindda person. Am a little bit disappointed...........................actualli quite.....but i guess....i might be tinkin too much actually.... sigh.
*~ Horror ~* To my HORROR, i actually gained 1kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well....you might say...well...its just this one freaking kg. But! i am really upset over it. those with slim and good figure, please do not think i sounds exaggerating becuz u aint in my shoe. I really feel how fat i am when i find i cldnt wear my old pants.... Sigh. And i gonna wear this mid riff costume for cheerlead. I REALLI feel umcomfortable about it but since the majority has got good figure, they dont really mind so things r kindda fixed. Ppl jus gonna see my fats oozing out durin cheerlead.
I am a fat girl......................................................:(
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