Saturday, April 29, 2006

y do i feel like crying.........................
y do i scared......................................
i wanted to believe.......but another part of me tells me maybe i shouldnt.............
time will tell............. everything may means nothing in the end like i say......
i dont know y but i feel like i have slowly or had already fallen into the trap.....
i hate to have diff emotions stirrin within me...............
i hate myself to bother so much when i tld myself i shouldnt yet......
y do i den care if everything is the truth............... y do i den care if history will repeats...........
maybe i jus love myself too much tts y........i cant afford to get hurt terribly....

i have forgotten abt the rain.......i m not bothered by the sad memories now.... i m happier now..........

but sometimes fear sets in...............and i get all troubled..................

i cant study for goodness sake................ i feel like cryin out jus now but i held back......................

i m not jus other ppl................

my head is heavy now........:( ya....probably i shoudlnt bother soo much yet............everything may means nothing in the end..................

plEASe Dont BothER sO muCh Girl!!!!!!

bottomline....i will still have myself in the end............................:)


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