Tuesday, May 16, 2006

how do i forget..............

its like any jokes touching on tt.....or article touching on tt....or just tt word.....could pricked my heart a little..... i avoided dem...bt the fact tt i avoided means i haf noticed alr.................

how do i forget................................... it really feels xingku when there is always smth tugging my heart.......

i wish to forget..................n i cant.....................i wish to stop worrying.............n i cant..........becuz i couldnt stop the pain...............everytime i tried n failed to forget............becuz it hurts..............when its impossible to forget..............................

his care n tender ease the pain..............bt the pain is back to haunt me here n den..........when he aint arnd............n i cldnt stop my imagination running wild........i think i just gotta avoid anithing that has tt when i m all alone.........................................

maybe i over reacted...........................................

but it really hurts alot...........................................................................................

i need time to recover....................................................till it doesnt affect me tt much animore..........


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