i have gt the recording contract.............................bt think i be forgo-ing it.....................
mum says she dont wan me to neglect my studies.....................
wy says........studies shd be priority n since i never want it to be like career....jus tt i feel it somehow is a waste...if i forgo it... she asked me not to go for it....just cuz i think its a waste.........
i just feel its a V different experiences........like to learn so much abt music......n to have the chance to record 5 own songs.....i think its something V memorable when u think back............but i cant deny i may have difficulty juggling with sch work...............................
hais.......but i still think its a waste...........bt nvm......... i can always try aft my studies la........
n one more day....he didnt wan me to join...............actually i am aso afraid we will have less time tgt....................i think we will have less time tgt once i work....but its only for one month....so i am sure its ok...............but when he studies in nus......things will b v diff..............i m afraid we will meet v less den....n we will all have our distractions.................. things arent as easy as we tot now........definitely................
hais................................i actually got to give them an answer by today....n i think i am forgo-in it.................yup. hope i wont regret lo...............i cant now tt i have decided. i still have many more yrs to try out all these i guess~hehe~~ im still young ma!:)
i am v sure i m still v affected......................i know its irritating of me...........thanks for always consolin me everytime i feel v nan shou over it...........................i dont know how long i will take.............i dont know how long u can stand n jus console me...n standby me....to make me feel assured....... i hope its v v v v long..............like u can always stand by me no matter wat............:)
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