first the training makes me sleepy......................seems like a REALLY tough job..............but since its only for 1 month...i shall jus pull through it................................
secondly..........i feel rather sianz..............tt i m gg to his hse agn............
den............................. i saw smth........................................which send tremours to my mind..............which pricked my heart........... but he looked really sorry abt it......... so i tot i shouldnt kept repeatin it again..................................
thinking back.......did things which i shouldnt have let it happened...............n i was kindda lost over it.............................. though it might be a small thing to him bt nt to me.........................
i suddenly thought............if i really should believe him........i started to have doubts again........i am afraid.........i m too innocent n ignorant for him......... n i didnt wanna get hurt in anyway again................
i think we still need time.........to nurture the love........n prove to me.....i can really trust him for life..............and that our love could be more SpirItuaL.................
had a talk with meiting which i feel i can talk to her freely abt what i had in mind...........she was worrying for me...........cuz she knew i was rather soft hearted......n might just gets myself in trouble in any ways.......
i started to have doubts in this relationship again.............feel like i am on a roller coaster.......sometimes i really feel he is my guardian angel......sometimes i feel he is a devil in disguise tt has all the abilities to destruct me...............
早知道我会爱得受不了 就该随身带着一把剪刀 把所有我不爱的画面都去掉是否我会更好
早知道认识你像玩高空弹跳 拉扯你我爱的距离忽大忽小 也许认识我的时候你就知道 你对我的爱有多少
i have to learn to protect myself from the dangerous world~
things r just gg too fast...........we really need time.....................................................................
it rained at 12:23 PM
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
