he tld me the truth........n reality is always harsh n hard to swallow............i cried.........n it hurts.......ALOT ALOT.............i cld feel the pain......i cld feel my heart crumbling.....tears cldnt stop flowing....n the more i tried to stop it.........the more hurt it is.........the more he tried to console me n promise me things wont happened again....the harder it is for me to stop crying..................
i dont know if its normal....if i over reacted.....bt the truth is toooo hard for me to swallow..........tt i am so afraid to see him again......to say the truth......i misses him today....i hope to see him soon.........bt upon facing the cold hard truth......i am afraid to see him again....even when he wanted to come down to see me tml aft his work........i tld him i dont wan....i am scared.........bt he insists...........he said he will get rid of the barrier n pain for me.........he said he did teared when he hear me crying.......he pleaded for my forgiveness for v long...............i REALLY REALLY want to belive him....i REALLY really wish i can....but i cant....................
he asked for this one last chance to let him prove himself...........he said he oni need this one last chance n he will treasure it......he really will.........................
the feeling of wanting to believe and wanting to see him.....but feared to do so.......made me VERY lost..............................................
i am still V lost now.................i shd b V happy to see him tml.........bt somehow..........i am scared..............
it feels so nice....whenever i wore his watch....n i know he is wearin mine.....i feel he is just beside me..........i feel myself so xingfu.......n i got nice hall frens whom we went to eat fish n co with n watch a boring movie at cathay tdy~
one moment i feel SO xingfu....and now the truth is crashin down on me..............................................we aint tgt for long..........................bt somehow....i wonder y.....bti cld really feel tt immense pain coming down on me...........................
The person hu can stop me from cryin makes me cry.....................................................
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
