meiting is wrong~ i dun believe in fairy tale love story like i used to.......
love is not jus abt loving each other.....
there is so much to learn.... much more things den jus i love u n u love me.............
am quite sad tt my own simple fairy tale love story dream will never be materialised....but tts reality........
love makes me forgive...bt a part of me....is still being affected... n is still reminded of the past.... a part of me is broken....n needs love to minimise the pain..... love is just like antibiotics...to overcome arriers....love is just like pain killer....the wound remains...love just lessoned the pain tts all... still its necessary to minimise the pain...to stay immune to more barriers n hurdles... thou barriers will always remain...the scar will always be there...............
- m losin myself to u...don't lose me....-
sometimes love can make me feel lost......... i jus stone n wat eva bad things tt had happened jus kept running in my mind.... like a non stop playin video tape.....it never ends.... n the wateva bad feelings just kept repeatin n hurtin me..... i wont say i m hurt... more of lost.... n a sense of insecurity....feel like hanging in the air....n if i were to fall...it'l be a deadly one............
i m needing a lot of courage for alot of things....... in the first place.... i have really plucked out huge courage for everything... bt i still need much more courage to face alot of things....n to make the r/s goes on.............
sometimes love n r/s r 2 diff thing.......... love can go on forever bt the r/s can b a broken ones......... but i dont wish to b so............................ i always wish n hope tis be the last one.... the one i can depend on for life!the one i want to love n b with side by side for life! bt everything is too early to say ya..... tts y i am feelin so insecure.... i m prepared to b wif him n love him for as long as can be bt i m totally not prepared for a broken r/s......i m prepared to give all.......but i am totally nt prepared to lose all......to lose even a part of me...
-lost-
pls let things goes on the rite way... as much as i pluck up courage to accept reality.... i still wish ...sincerely wish a simple fairytale love story cld happen to me..........
jus abt i love u..u love me...n we be happily ever after.................................................
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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