love controls my heart....affects my emotions....makes me lost......n yet has the ability to make me feel protected....
i feel like a crystal held on ur hand.... pls hold it carefully....n protect it.... for somehow love gives me courage n hope....n yet makes me really vulnerable....
i am glad......tt u cld always listen to how i feel....n i noe u always try to make me feel better...... i didnt know wats so gd abt me....tt is worthy of ur big changes........bt i hope they aren't changes....bt the serious dar in nature....in nature...
love makes me feel really appreciated... makes me forgive..... makes me see the bright side of life.... brighten my day easily when i am down due to other stuffs...... n yet love can really hurts easily too....
promises are always done.....when we wanted to give each other the security....when we remind each other n ourselves to think in ur partner's shoes.... promises n swears r done when both r out to give their all for love.... but sometimes...they r broken....nt becuz he/she dont loves u animore......but needs to love u soooo much tt it overcomes all temptations to break it...n overcome own selfishness....... i hope we had tt kindda love............
still, i feel xingfu now........ n i hope its not cuz its just honeymoon period......many tld me honeymoon period is only the first few months...n ltr on...promises b broken...all changes made for u be resumed to wat he used to be in the past.....n it needs the girl to be really tolerant n understandin if she wants to kip everything gg.........issit true?
but shdnt love be a 2 way thingy?? y issit jus the girl toleratin n being understanding....y cant they change for love once more?....i tink both sides still have the responsibiltiy to kip the r/s gg....i really fear this so called honeymoon period to end......... is it really hard to gif out all ur love forever..bt somehw.... this is always the case.... everybody tld me after first few months...there r bound to be changes as to hw he treats u............ n i really feared tt....wonder if i be understandin n tolerant enuff to these changes...............
weird man in mrt:
i wont say its weird... bt jus himbotic bah.... he was trainin his hand with a small gym device in the crowded mrt early in the mornin when ppl r gg off to work......... n he was moving his chest muscles here n den... n later on roll up his sleeves n continue training n showin off his muscles.....
it was rather erxin when he showed off his chest muscles........ n rollin up his sleeves..... i think he was rather AA in tt sense............. or is he really tttttthhhhhhhaaaattttttt hardworkin to train his alr huge n beefy body?? keke... so tt is one of the weird ppl i met recently.... actually been long time since i met weirdo or AA ppl....probably it has been long since i am out strollin or shoppin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( yesh yesh....think tts the case.... :( n ya believe me....somehw u can always meet weird ppl everytime u go out in this small island...... bt hu noes...we might look weird to dem as well~~!
chickenpox...: Phew... the virus has yet to attack me...bt for the nxt 1 wk...when sis is recoverin...it will be hard to tell....... ahHHhHhhHHhhHHhhh~~~~~~~
concert: yup....b performin soon on 6th aug....bt somehow i dont have the zest n did nt make an effort to sell my tixs......hais....
camp: yup....hall camps r comin soon!! but...wait...... no excitement at all..... i m tired aft work to attend meetings way back in hall....i m tired to go back hall n help out...i m such a lazy bum...... n concert rehearsals r comin up to really eat alot into my own time........n i am jus so reluctant to do other mre stuffs even thou i am really supposed to............................ hais......................
world cup: first time i bet....n i bought the bet myself!!! bt .............. i lost......... yup..... bt....its still something to 'commerate'? haha... i lost....darn...y cant italy win in the 90 mins game instead!! :( *pouts* shd haf listened to my colleague......they r winning lo!! i tried to chu pattern n be diff... n i lost........humpf~
jus some rattlings b4 i go to bed......... off to my sweet dreamland~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^_^
it rained at 1:41 AM
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
