wy msged durin the SP nite to ask if i am ok...n get sw to fetch me to sp night...was really touched.... i guessed sometimes i just think too much.....
am feeling treasured when dar rushed down to take care of me...knowin i am sad....n i cld see that he really worried for me.... n he washed my clothes for me...while i rest... n kept cookin small little snacks for me....hopin my appetite be back... thanks dar~~:)
ls n bs msged me dere aft too... m always touched to noe tt gmp is still with me....in times when i need care n concern...:)
had a gd rest on wed n thurs.... appetite is low...bt on fri...my appetite is back agn!! n on sat i gets v well...till now....i keep stuffin myself with food...or shd i say dar keeps stuffin me with food.... -_-""
*~Concert~*
Ahh~~` finally its here... n i m nt excited abt it..... becuz i was rather half hearted.... but when the show is abt to start....i actually bother to practise the lyrics a few times....n when the show stars.... i realised i was panicking!!!!! OH MY!! it has been a long long long time since i sing n dance alone on stage! haha.... ahh.... saw my uncle n aunty.... n ppl takin foto...i sang a few lines wrongly......was looking for gmp n ziyun bt i think i was alr nervous seein my aunty n uncle sitting at the front row....
i felt nothin strong abt tis concert still...thou one of my partner alr has tears welled in her eyes.... it was until aft the concert....when one of our artiste xiao ye hugs everyone n hi fi to me b4 gg to UK.... den i get a bit bu she....thou i dunnoe him well.... but ah... ppl jus come n go in our life...... n i get a bit....not sad....i dunno how to explain.... just some weird feelings stirrin within me regardin this fact.....
n rite aft...when i saw gmp comin in waitin to take fotos with me.......... i am really touched....n lost for words.... i bet i must be talkin in a weird way den..... it feels so nice to see dem.....to know they r still with me.... gmp is still tgt!! n i am really THANKFUL N SUPER DUPER touCHED with my roomie's prezzie n card~~:) N it touches me to receive sooyun's msg n my aunty's msg... to encourage n praised me abt the performances put up... i guess these are the things tt kip the artistes' spirit alive:) thou mine i half died out.... i must say they did lit it on abit:)
I am v guilty for nt letting dar go n support me... bt i didnt let my family go as well.... somehow dere is this big barrier within me....tt i tink i will just be lost on stage when i see dem....
anw...i am relieved tt the concert is over!!!
*~a new start~*
School starts today!! n its a new start for gmp to be livin in single room for this comin sem....as school reopens... we be facin each other every night agn~~ n hope gmp jus be tgt always~~:) its a new start with even tougher stuffs....n courage to take jap....cuz everyone says its difficult....but i always wana have a try of it... its a new start with dar dar nt by my side everyday everynight... its a new start for me to get back my zest in studyin.... n its a new start as i be livin in my own personal single room.... its a new start...i jus wanna decorate my room nicely by today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dar acc me to imm n jp today...shop for stationery we need for schools...n things i need in hall n to decorate my rooms....... nt to mention FOOD!! think he really wants to make me fat....when i alr am...
A sense of xingfu-ness(haha...pardon me for bad english la...its my blog anw!)overwhelmed me when lynett suddenly send a msg to dar.....sayin the more she looks at our foto...the more she thinks we have couple face.. haha~~` thou i have no comment abt it...bt i feels nice to be acknowledged by each other....n have a r/s recognised by frenz, seniors, n family..........
before tt....i feel really discouraged when ppl tell me they have no confidence in our r/s....when ppl tld me there r jus too manu life examples tt ntu n nus wont last.... when fren tld me they jus dun haf gd feelin abt him.......
n just a simple msg from lynett makes me feel really touched n happy.... tt there r still ppl hu recognised us as a couple n gives us their blessings....:)
It's a brand new start....be facin alot of changes... bt i am quite excited abt it...cuz i want to overcome all of dem.... i be a strong gal.... tt leads her own life....n yet enjoy being loved n loving someone so dear to me:)
To B HeaLthY | My ParenTs wun Grow olD | NO MORE lies from anione animore | A DigitAL cam | PaSs emAge tEst | Do Well fOr ALl eXaMS | GeT a Gd joB in Future | LasTly,I Jus WisH to B haPPy ALwayZ^^ | I wish...........
