yup~~ been a long time since i went for bbq esp after pugi bbq's plan failed to materialise~~ It was friday already....and i wasnt done with my assignment yet!! But i decided to give myself a good break since i've been having writer's block~ So dar n i went to have fun n relax! We went bowling at katong mall.... walked to parkway for arcade....n on the way back to katong mall to retrive his car....we went to a nice pet shop~~ the puppies r left walking around in the shop n they r all soooo adorable n obedient~!!:)
We then went to fetch his frenz n fren'z gf for a bbq at his buddy's house~ n it was all the way at a ulu padang place~~ situated by ulu padang road~ -_-" Yup! So i actually went to dar's ocs bbq gathering this friday~~~! Was abit worried n nervous before i made the decision to go along with dar~ i thought since his buddies r bringing their gfs....i didnt want dar to be alone there! then again, i am afraid i will be v neglected....feel sianz n might have mood swing n all...or i might just say the wrong things infront of his frenz~~ But i didnt want dar to be alone there.....n i admit i do feel nice that dar thought of askin if i wanna go along with him~~ got a sense of recognition n acknowlegement~~probably i wasnt being confident of myself....n dar actually wanted to bring me out n show to his friends....made me feel myself being recognised n appreciated~~
Though dar dar was with his buddies most of the time....n i was left spending time with his best buddy's gf~~ i felt ok n not too uncomfortable~~ Dar bothered to bring food back now n den`~thou he seemed not as sweet as he used to be.... probably he is shy?? hur hur hur.... i dont think so~~:P that thick skinned fellow~~ :P But well...things get better later n some of his buddies sit down together with us n him to talk~~ They are really like a bunch of little boys that hasnt grown up...all so mischevious....lively n fun~ We went his fren's house later to cut a cheese cake with the word "ORD LO!!!" on it~`-_-"" haha~~ so yup~~ to celebrate most of those who have ord (sadly...dar hasnt actually...)....n also to celebrate their friendship~~:) N they took pictures of the couples....the singles....the signed on regular(which only got 1 whom kept being laughed at for his decision...) n the diff grps they used to belong to in army~ haha~~ really is Pattern duo duo~~ though i was left with another girl whom i dont really know durin the bbq~~ but i was happy to see dar n his fellow buddies havin fun.... i was happy that dar tried to not let me feel to left out for the whole gathering.... n i am happy that i could be so understanding that dar needs to spend time with his frenz~~ he is guy afterall.... n its a gathering with his buddies!! n his buddies r all quite friendly....that does make me feel less uncomfortable~~ though i thought i might be a burden for dar during the gatherin...but i didnt regret going with dar.... or blame dar for anything~~ i felt he has already try to do his part.... n it was actually nice enough to have dar by my side~~ :)
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been slacking the whole recess off......... it was mainly because i simply didnt know what to write for my written assignment....i thought the max is 2000 words....n i only managed to write 1500......later on.....my frenz told me its actually 2000-3000 words!! Ahhh.........i really got writer block....n i simply didnt know what else i could add...or should i just choose another topic.......ahh....really got no idea........n since today was already saturday~~i told myself die die i must finished it...n yeah!! i finished it~~ !for the sake of finishing it.... :/ hais......... n i haven done any revision yet.................................................................................
really gotta jiayou when school reopens le............or maybe i should jus study now!! :o
ohoh:0 jiayou ba~~!:)
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