Disappointments after disappointments..... i m drained....................
I didnt even managed to read the questions worth 24 marks alt~ when i tell my friends they were shocked~~ though i feel that subject is tough... but all the way my quizes n my projects....i have been doin well................. but i really dunno wat happen to me in the exam hall.............................
Jus finished astro........n yet again .......... another BIG disappointment........18 sets of notes to read............so i jus choose topic to study................. i feeel i am REALLY suay this sem.........cuz the topic i chose always never come out....whether its for astro or my literature.............. Out of the 50 essays....i could only get amost 17....yup..... i really was sooo blankout n nth to write........... i went to calculate my marks............. that i might get.............. i panic further.......but still nothing comes to my brain...... i did studied alot for astro........n the previous quiz i had i felt i could do it.....probably is after my precious paper tt i lost 24 marks....n def more den 24... that i felt myself drained...........
maybe i shouldnt study too much before the exam period....... i used to slack until 1 month b4 the exam period.... but this sem i really m hardworkin ......but jus before exam starts....i lost my momentum....i starts to fall aslp easily........ i start to get tired of studyin...................... n here i am FLUNG all my papers..............................
I rally dunno wat got into me...................................................... i really got a big blankout.............n aits always after the exam.....the ans could den come to my head naturally................
I m guaranteed a fail for astro........unless i could find more suay ppl like me....................
but please dun fail me for my major!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the one i lost 24 marks marks n more....becuz i was in a totally blankout in the exam hall.... i could still ans my frenz questions b4 the paper started........................ PLEASE DUN FAIL ME!!! i need the honours degreee...............
one more paper left..................bt i m too drained to study.................................................................
i can only crossed my finger n hope i dun get tooooo badly for my subs.....thou i feel y m i studyin so hard b4 the exam period den??? but well....................
i think i m too distracted this sem........... i get hurt by ppl impt to me.............n i got hurt by my frenz................
i really m drained........................................................................................
please...........................................dun fail me.............................. jus let me have my honours..............
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ME: JuanZ | TKSS,NYJC,NTU | First crY: 19th Nov 86' |
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